while i looked through photos i've taken of nathan lately, i must admit there were tears in my eyes.
it is a very bittersweet thing to watch your child grow.
it is not that i don't want him to grow and become the person he is destined to be, its that i love every moment and can feel those moments passing by at a rapid pace.
i write to nathan with hopes that he will read this one day.
i hope he can look at these memories if he is ever doubting himself or angry at us and realize how amazing he truly is.
nathan is three.
he is the silliest boy i know.
i love his easy going philosophy.
he loves big.
he is obsessed with daddy + everything he is into.
he could spend all day in the sun.
his heart is unbelievable + makes him who he is.
i love the way he smiles at me.
i love who he is.
we are so proud of who you are.
we love you fiercely.